Sunday, July 22

I never left.

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Once, I chased after it. 
I ran so hard that nothing stopped me.

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At a point I almost had it, I thought I won. 
It felt like I had a place in that heart. A small spot, but I did have a place.

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But soon, it fell apart. I slipped.
Like grasping sand, it seeped away. I lost that place I thought I had.

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The feelings, were like the trees in winter. Bare.
It felt empty, like something is missing. And it hurt.

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It was like leaving a beautiful, peaceful place, and going back to the foggy city.

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So I ran backwards, trying to get back what I thought we had.
but at one point, I got tired and I rested.
Little did I know due to that, the distance grew further. It's harder to chase after something, that has gone miles ahead of you. It was another race for me. 

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People asked 
"What is it about that person that makes you do all these ?"

"Everything you don't see."

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Nevertheless, I stop once again.
because I realize I will never run as fast as that person.
 I will never be able to catch up.
I was chasing the Asian Bolt. It was impossible.

but that does not mean I'll ever stop loving / caring.

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Its just that,
 if you had felt the same, if it was beautiful to you as it was to me,
You will turn around, and realize I never left.


Thoughts at the Botanical Garden.
The city, suffocates me. 


reanaclaire said...

Very beautiful, looks peaceful and serene...

Anonymous said...

Why American men should boycott American women

I am an American man, and I have decided to boycott American women. In a nutshell, American women are the most likely to cheat on you, to divorce you, to get fat, to steal half of your money in the divorce courts, don't know how to cook or clean, don't want to have children, etc. Therefore, what intelligent man would want to get involved with American women?

American women are generally immature, selfish, extremely arrogant and self-centered, mentally unstable, irresponsible, and highly unchaste. The behavior of most American women is utterly disgusting, to say the least.

This blog is my attempt to explain why I feel American women are inferior to foreign women (non-American women), and why American men should boycott American women, and date/marry only foreign (non-American) women.

Tens of millions of American men have had their lives completely destroyed by American women through the following crimes:

1. False rape accusations (it has been proven that up to 80 percent of rape accusations are FALSE)

2. False domestic violence (DV) charges (same as above)

3. Financial destruction of men in divorce courts through alimony and support payments (women get up to 95 percent of their ex-husband's income and savings, as well as the house, car, etc)

4. Emotional destruction of men by ex-wives who have stolen their children from them and forbidden the fathers from having custody or contact with their own children

5. Divorced dads who commit suicide as a result

Not one single American woman has EVER condemned their fellow American women for committing these crimes against men. Silence means consent. Therefore, American women support and enjoy destroying men's lives and causing men to commit suicide. Apparently, American women think it is okay to be a criminal, just as long as you are a woman. Therefore, is it any surprise that a huge percent of American men no longer want anything to do with American women, other than using them for easy sex and then throwing them away?

A few more reasons to stay away from American women?

-25 percent of American women take psychiatric drugs for mental illnesses.
-25 percent of women under the age of 30 have at least one STD.
-85 percent of divorces in America are INITIATED by women, thus women are responsible for the vast majority of divorces.
-70 percent of criminals in America were raised by single mothers, thus feminism is responsible for most crime in America.
-The majority of child molestation, child abuse, and child murder in America is done by WOMEN.

Over 50 percent of American women are single, without a boyfriend or husband; so the fact is most American men no longer want to marry American women. Let these worthless American women grow old living alone with their 10 cats.


Ken Wooi said...

Thanks for the beautiful photos. Always love scenes with blue skies! :)